My god this sucks!

So we have finally finished our studies! But were not sure if we have passed! I just finished what could be the worst ever exam I have sat! I will be suprised if I get 5 marks let alone 40. Feel crap! Back at work.... Crap! And fitness level... Crap! Hate life!

I Hate My Blood Family

They are so shit!  Well all bar my nan! Having watched my sister in laws birthday! Its hard to imagine how dis functional my family really is.  I have to fight with them to even get a phone call. My dad is a drunk waste of space! My brother lives just the other side of Leeds and we never get to see each other. My other half brother has not even tried to speak to me in like 3 years unless I try to make contact first. As for my sister she does not have time to talk to me and always lies to me! I give up!!!!

My god I wish I was 5 again!

My week is almost over and I really dont want it to end! My cat got hit by a car last saturday and unless she can regain control of her bladder she is gunna have to be put down. :( pleased to say I still have my kitty kat!!! For now she is healing well. My bank holiday weekend had been amazing!! All be it I have to say that I spent most of my time playing on my ipad. But between food the cat and gabby my AMAZING girlfriend I have had a great time! It sucks to be heading back to work tomoz but roll on the end of the month and the end to university!

I MUST BE....

The most stupid person in the world!!! Somewhere on my forehead I am positive it is stamped in nice shiny writing M.U.G. I feel like murdering some one I am that annoyed right now!!!! After three years service for my partners family shop. The one that I pretty much run for them... My boss told me a couple of weeks ago the only way I can have a box set I put to one side was if I paid the price on Amazon for it.... And then today I spot something we were going to put on the Amazon site to sell a member of staff has put to one side and further more.... She is getting it at the price in the shop..... I'm his fucking assistant manager..... The worst part is I just have to suck it up and deal with it because if I complain I just get shit on from a great height.... I don't feel like my family care and as for her family they piss me off so much sometimes it just grinds my gears!!!! Anyhow I suppose 3 and a half moths to go.... THEN LONDON!!! BABY!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!

My food dicipline

This food disipline stuff is hard deffo gunna go for a run this eve nice jog to relax and the n crack on with some more reading for my assignment!!!

Gosh I don't mean to keep....

Moaning but.... First day back at work after easter and I am opening up alone(shock horror). Have a scan over the email.... Decide i'm going to do the amazon... Get half way down email notification from the boss... Martyn you need to change window.... So I change plan I will start taking down the POS stuff and then the SHOP ASSISTANTS can take over.... Shop assistant turns up I still have my jacket on and have been working since 8am casually strolls in at 830am and avoids everything to do with shop floor.... So she is doing amazon and I am doing the hard work surprise surprise.... Fucking hate work!!!!

End Of The Weekend

Am gutted that this easter weekend is over! Really have enjoyed it with my beautiful girlfriend and now to focus on getting fit!!!!