My god this sucks!

So we have finally finished our studies! But were not sure if we have passed! I just finished what could be the worst ever exam I have sat! I will be suprised if I get 5 marks let alone 40. Feel crap! Back at work.... Crap! And fitness level... Crap! Hate life!

I Hate My Blood Family

They are so shit!  Well all bar my nan! Having watched my sister in laws birthday! Its hard to imagine how dis functional my family really is.  I have to fight with them to even get a phone call. My dad is a drunk waste of space! My brother lives just the other side of Leeds and we never get to see each other. My other half brother has not even tried to speak to me in like 3 years unless I try to make contact first. As for my sister she does not have time to talk to me and always lies to me! I give up!!!!

My god I wish I was 5 again!

My week is almost over and I really dont want it to end! My cat got hit by a car last saturday and unless she can regain control of her bladder she is gunna have to be put down. :( pleased to say I still have my kitty kat!!! For now she is healing well. My bank holiday weekend had been amazing!! All be it I have to say that I spent most of my time playing on my ipad. But between food the cat and gabby my AMAZING girlfriend I have had a great time! It sucks to be heading back to work tomoz but roll on the end of the month and the end to university!

I MUST BE....

The most stupid person in the world!!! Somewhere on my forehead I am positive it is stamped in nice shiny writing M.U.G. I feel like murdering some one I am that annoyed right now!!!! After three years service for my partners family shop. The one that I pretty much run for them... My boss told me a couple of weeks ago the only way I can have a box set I put to one side was if I paid the price on Amazon for it.... And then today I spot something we were going to put on the Amazon site to sell a member of staff has put to one side and further more.... She is getting it at the price in the shop..... I'm his fucking assistant manager..... The worst part is I just have to suck it up and deal with it because if I complain I just get shit on from a great height.... I don't feel like my family care and as for her family they piss me off so much sometimes it just grinds my gears!!!! Anyhow I suppose 3 and a half moths to go.... THEN LONDON!!! BABY!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!

My food dicipline

This food disipline stuff is hard deffo gunna go for a run this eve nice jog to relax and the n crack on with some more reading for my assignment!!!

Gosh I don't mean to keep....

Moaning but.... First day back at work after easter and I am opening up alone(shock horror). Have a scan over the email.... Decide i'm going to do the amazon... Get half way down email notification from the boss... Martyn you need to change window.... So I change plan I will start taking down the POS stuff and then the SHOP ASSISTANTS can take over.... Shop assistant turns up I still have my jacket on and have been working since 8am casually strolls in at 830am and avoids everything to do with shop floor.... So she is doing amazon and I am doing the hard work surprise surprise.... Fucking hate work!!!!

End Of The Weekend

Am gutted that this easter weekend is over! Really have enjoyed it with my beautiful girlfriend and now to focus on getting fit!!!!

Easter Weekend

Soooo.... For once I have had an amazing start to my easyer weekend well if you exclude work! I have been out to frankie and benni's for tea and then we came home and the misses put on assasins creed so I have played on my ipad all day!!! And I still have a day to go!

My god I'm....

So sick of feeling down, I have 5 months of work to go then I escape... FOR GOOD!!! But in the mean time I have 2 months of uni and a total of 7000 words to write with no motivation what so ever. On top of that my eyes are heavy, my head hurts and I feel like death 90% of the time.... Sigh!

My god what a day...

Today has to be the wierdest day ever!!! Period. I woke up this morning to snow and a white sceneray then this afternoon it pissed it down and now its sunny! I mean really wtf weather. Workbhas been shit... Quite not many people in then busy then quite!!!

Eat healthy

First day of my eat healthy! And its kale and mushroom curry time!

Hello

Well I am pleased to say I have finally got my phone back and hey presto I found an app for blogger win!!!

Looooong Daaaay!!!

My Lord what a day. I don't remember how long it has ever taken to complete a full days work! Loads of phones to wipe. Then franchisees turned up and took 5 hours to leave! It has been one of those days. Were busy it is not but you still don't get anything done!

CBA

I really can not be bothered today! Shit start to the day. Folowed by childish squabling! Imature attitudez! And stupid fucking customers! Argghhh! Then just to add insult to injury some chick robs 60 quids worth off stock. On a plus side..... I have a conditional offer from Middlesex university! And I am sooooo overly excited about it that I bounced to the train station! Back to the zhit and I have another bloody night with the inlaws.... O the joy!.

Middlesex interview day!!!!!

My lord what a start!

Burnt a whole in my only clean pair of trousers! Found some delightfully creased ones in the bathroom that wouldn't un crease so I ended up at Asda at 4.30 buying new ones! Then spent 5 hours on a coach.... Not bad really considdering I slept and watch the a team. Then got given the run around by the tube trains four changes god knows how many stops later I landed at Aaron's grove... We're a lovely bus driver gave me a free ride to middlesex's interview three hours of sitting around and a 30 minute interview later and I was set back on my way another free bus ride to the tube and a quick hop to kings cross for my change onto the Victoria line I made it to the mcdonalds I started at and chilled out abit before getting this delightful coach home! Sooo end of that well that's when I get home!!!

Day before my interview!!

So I have been working hard! Work this morning... Managed to get a cheeky two hours off to sort out my tickets! Get a hair cut.... And relax and eat food.  Going to be a busy day tomorrow.... Sorry no posts camera on phone is F**KED...

Thank God Thats Over

My lord what a crap day at work! Thank god that is over and done with! This company I work for is crap! I spend all day working my ass off and then get screwed left right and centre!!!! Fuck it unibthis eve and then time to relax!!!

Way to go boss man!!

Fucking what a day. Woke up late to find a sneavling boss on the train. And then I had to rearrange a window and open with two people and a sick boss!!! For him to go through the staff box and try to.make me pay amazon price for a dvd at 4.99 argggghhh way to go dude!!! Fuck it!

My Aims

So my biggest aim is to get into university! This year I have undergone an exciting way back into the world of education.... This being said it is one hell of a roller coaster and I am clinging on for dear life!!! The course I am taking part in is a 12 month fast track to university level education allowing me to move on to study nursing as a career path way!

Hello!

So as I have spent an hour doing this I thought I best post something! So lets start with my phone has died!!! Stupid camera doesn't want to work Argggghhhhh!!! Gutted! :(